I Fell In Love With Someone Else

Dear Husband,

I fell in love with someone else. Truth is, he makes me feel like no one ever has before. For once I feel like I have actually met my soulmate, that he is my person. When I look into his eyes, I feel like Iโ€™m looking into his mind, heart and soul. And for once I feel like my feelings are being reciprocated and I feel whole. No, he doesnโ€™t make me whole like you once did. Iโ€™m finally my own person โ€“ I donโ€™t need someone to make me whole again and I finally found someone who compliments me.

He doesnโ€™t question me, he doesnโ€™t doubt me nor what we have, and he believes in me and in us. He challenges me and has opened my eyes to a world I never knew existed. Iโ€™m more open-minded than I have ever been before. Iโ€™m so sick of staying the same and being stuck in this same routine. I want to be pushed, I want to be heard, I wanted you to genuinely care like he does. He listens, he tells me when Iโ€™m wrong becauseย he wants to make me a better person,ย he argues back with me because he caresโ€ฆ.. and he doesnโ€™t ignore me.

 

I wanted you to hold me like he does, I wanted you to protect me like he does. I so badly wanted you to be a passionate lover like he is. I wish you would have opened up to me like he does. I thought I would have known you by now, after all these years.

But here is the truth: I know him more than Iโ€™ve ever known you. Finally, Iโ€™ve found myself, and more importantlyย I love myselfย more than I ever have before. This is because of him; he is the one who cared enough to make me strong and independent. He made me feel like I can do anything I set my mind to.

He tells me he is the luckiest man alive, he tells me how special I am to him every damn day. Did I tell you how he doesnโ€™t ignore me? Well, he doesnโ€™t. Even when he is at work, or out with his friends. Did I tell you how he wants to come home to me? But he canโ€™t because Iโ€™m still with you, even though youโ€™re not actually here. Not even close.

Iโ€™m not here to destroy you, Iโ€™m here to tell you that we werenโ€™t made for each other. I know you will find someone and be a great lover to her, the one you couldnโ€™t be to me. Truth is, I so badly wish he was you but youโ€™re not him and canโ€™t ever be him, and that is why I canโ€™t stay one day, minute or second longer.

 

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